Miscellaneous 8

SURF started, life has become a mix of procrastination and guilt about procrastinating. I guess it is probably I have got back my control over my emotions, that’s why I haven’t wrote a post for so long. Or may it’s because I have just too much work to do. Oh well.

Home: Home has never sound that sweet before. It’s been 10 months since I last stepped on Hong Kong soil. Ling is at home already. These 7 weeks is going to be so long. I’ve never realized that home is that important, so important that I would really change the time of flight the midnight the day SURF ends. “Tech sweet tech” may be true, but “home sweet home” remains the ultimate truth. I think it is time for me to make a list of must-dos once I get back to Hong Kong. Glad that I would be back in Hong Kong on a Sunday morning. Sunday, family day. Miss you, Ling, mom and dad.

July 4 weekend – Korean BBQ: To be frank, I got really full at like the 5th plate. But some people (cough, Jarvis, cough) really eat so much and still ordered 5 more rounds. Guess sitting at a table without eating is awkward, I just ended up eating too much. This is the first time when I overeat so much that I could barely stand up.

July 4 weekend – Nina’s house: That was a really quirky experience. Being so far away from home, suddenly hearing Cantonese or even speaking Cantonese felt so weird. Not to say when people would actually know the high school I came from. And somehow, they even played the movie “Echoes of the Rainbow”. All I could say was, “That movie was filmed in my high school, based on my high school. I was still wearing that uniform this day a year ago.” If an inconsistency in time can be called as an anachronism, I wonder if there is a word for this inconsistency in the environment / place / I-don’t-know-what-it-was.

Cheesecake making: So I underestimated the temperature of a boiling strawberry jelly solution. It was supposed to be two layers, not like one layer with intense strawberry flavor! Oh well, the Jacobian fridge got owned the second time. On the bright side, at least it would smell better than it used to be now. The strawberry flavor can’t be worse than bad meat smell. Glad that the cake still turned out good. “Happy birthday, Julia!”

Some more feelings and emo crap: I realize that there are certain things that could be done in a wrong way but were done, for good. Looking back, I sometimes do wonder whether that decision was made correctly or not, wonder what would have happened if I did it the other way. But looking backwards, I guess it was all done for good. Cutting the crap here.

Also, I feel good.

Mrs. Dalloway

I did not have enough time to read through the whole book. It would have been such a good book if I am not asked to finish it before tomorrow.

I haven’t read books for a long time already, not to say anything literary. Probably the last book I’ve read was V 城繁盛錄. But I don’t think I have ever identify myself with any characters in any books. But for this book, I did not only identify myself with one character. I could see traces of several main characters in me.

One more thing put on to my to-do list “Reading Mrs. Dalloway”.

A Pledge

Below is a pledge for myself:

  • Never ever idealize anyone.
  • Never ever help anyone with her work in her room.
  • Act cold for 2 days, stop all replies on Skype, WLM, GTalk.
  • Stop that feeling in 2 days.
  • Act normal afterwards.

Kenneth Hung, don’t fail this time.

Good Game, Math TA’s

One more proof that I can’t work with numbers. Got 147 / 200 on a math midterm.

Problem 1: The fact that I came up with a perfectly logical solution doesn’t give me full score. Why do I need to explain how I got \begin{pmatrix} 2 & -5\\ -1 & 3 \end{pmatrix}? That does not matter at all. Maybe I took a nap during the exam, and had a sudden vision of this matrix, which turns out help me to solve the equation. That totally doesn’t undermine the logic flow of the whole solution! 20 points out of 50 points for an unnecessary explanation.

Problem 3: So I am supposed to say that the associated system of the original equations is homogeneous. Seems like proving a definition can take up to 25 points out of a 50 points question.

Problem 4: I did explain both cases. The fact that the TAs deliberately / accidentally omit my second case, and write “What if b = (a - d) =0?” is just perfect and couldn’t be better.

Good game, TA’s. I’m all eyes.

Sunrise

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My first all-nighter here! The sunrise should better be beautiful.

And yes, this all-nighter goes to a humanities class.

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